50 days more to go!!

I've been counting the days now and just wanna fast forward the time. Sometimes I just wanna sleep and wake up on August 13th. August 13th is the day for me to leave the Philippines, my friends, and especially my family. It's getting more hard now coz I already have my visa but I still need to wait for a while. Well, it's my choice to stay coz of my family's wish. I will just spend time with them while I am still here coz soon we will be missing each other for sure. We are not going to see each other in person for long. Maybe Jeff and I will already have our kid/s the next time we will see each other.