Mixed Emotion

I am here in front of the pc and I feel like I just wanna cry. I really have mixed emotion right this moment. I am happy but sad. I am excited but still disappointed. I am excited because I have more opps now compared to last month but still disappointed because of debit card problem. I called Union Bank this morning and I got to talk with a lady there. I was happy because I can get my earnings at last. But the lady told me that all the cards that been applied last months are not yet received until now because the machine used to process the cards are not working this time. She said it's more than a month now. So I honestly get upset again. I don't know other option to solve this problem.


In spite of the situation what I am doing now is just to stay positive. I know everything happens for a reason. I should be happy despite of these quite disappointing time. Honestly yes, I just think that I will be with my Jeff soon and all of these are just a very small thing to take seriously. But another thing that makes me sad and makes my eyes teary is that, my dad text me and he said I will be leaving in less than a month. It really breaks my heart guys. I will miss him more than anyone here among my family members. I love my family but when it comes to my dad I can say dad he's the other person that I can't live without. I replied to him that I'll be missing him and he didn't reply back. I know and I can feel that he's getting sad too. Huhuhu!!