Be thankful

God created all of us with all the chances and happiness in life. So instead of asking "WHY?", Just be thankful for what you have right now. Thats what I always think now when I start counting the failure and what i don't have in life. There were times when I felt I am unfortunate coz I don't have this and that. But as I think deeper and deeper, I realized that I am lucky enough and should be thankful for all I have. Family, friends, who love me and care for me.

Not all of us have family and not all of us have friends. Not all of us have complete body parts, not all of us have food to eat, not all of us have a house and not all of us are healthy. There are lots of people who are now suffering in their serious health conditions, some have only limited time, years, months, weeks, or days to live. And yet they can still smile and spend their days left being so happy with their love ones. We should be so thankful for everything and just enjoy life to the fullest without hurting anyone or putting them down. Have a thought always that, there's no poor or rich in God's eyes and that all his creation are made equally.

A birthday wish to my younger sister

It's my sister Joy birthday today and shes 20 years old. I texted her this morning to enjoy her special day. I made a joke question to her, I said what time do you think you were born? And she answered, I have same question. haha!!What a joke!!Well anyways, my wish to her is more birthdays to come, Gods blessings always, good health, and happiness. I am just here for you girl whenever you need someone to lean on. You can count on me anytime. I love you so much girl

Target Tagged

Lara give this tag to me. I want to thank you for sharing this.

1.Champion a child - target: All my nieces and nephews are the champions
2.Encourage a co-worker - target: I will encourage everyone to live life to the fullest
3.Read a great book - target: I will
4.Do something that frightens you - target: Yes, when I gets mad when my lover is mad then we're fighting and thats scare me.
5.Write a thank you note - target: Thank you so much for my very supportive and loving family
6.Do something kind for a stranger - target: Being nice always not juts to strangers
7. Wow a customer - target: I need be patient for that
8. Learn something new - target: I want to learn how to make more money..haha
9. Let go of a resentment - target: Yes. I will need to let go my hatred..
10. Do better work - target: I need to be more optimistic
11. Be more passionate - target: I will be more and more each day
12. Speak truthfully - target: Be true to yourself and to everyone
13. Stand for excellence - target: I will always try my best to be the best

I wanna pass this tag to my friends namely gigi, Pinaymama WOF 1, and Vanezah WOF.

Earn Money Online at Home

Before I was just making my blogs to make myself busy. Wanting to share my thoughts, ideas, and experiences. As I do the blogging everyday, it makes me happy coz I meet new friends. I have seen their sites having a lot of logos and links. And so it made curious on what is it for. My friend fyrnz help me understand and answered my questions. She introduced to me how she make money online.

From that time i was really interested to be involved coz I also want to earn money while waiting for my visa. I want to have my own money and at the same time enjoy myself on writing about my life's journey. All these days, I can't help myself to not think on having income through blogging.

Heart is love and is everywhere

I want to thank you JK for giving me this award. I know I have a big heart, but its so nice to know that you saw this in me.



Everyone have a heart but not everyone share the love from inside.

I wanna give this to my other friends, fyrnz WOF, EricJen WOF, Del, chant, and gamay WOF

My first facial ever

Look at my face its like was crying, right? Yes I did. I didn't know that its very painful when having facial. Its my first time ever. Before i was really excited to have facial but now I am afraid to do it again. Every push of the lady to get a whitehead, i want to shout. I was thinking to ask for an anesthesia coz I can't help it. It made me cry.

Stomach get sick when upset or nervous

Did you guys experience this?

It's just normal to me that my stomach gets sick when i'm nervous or upset. I need to use bathroom every now and then. Not good coz it's not comfortable when I am in other place.

It's so funny coz my fiance is same. Stomach gets sick the whole day today coz he was so upset with himself out of our fight. What a day!!I told him that we should try to avoid make ourselves upset to be both feel better.

Got new Award

Thanks Chant for giving me this friendly award.

I want to give this award also to

• muthamizh
• Ma Adelie
• gamay WOF
• Navin
• wishmaster WOF
• syari
• rocantronik
• JK
• Jennie
• fyrnz WOF

Heart day is coming

Valentines day is quite approaching and I will be one of those who will be called for firing squad. Hmmm!!This is not the first heart day that i will be alone. But one thing is for sure, this will be the last coz i am with Jeff February next year. I am still happy even though my lover is not here with me. At least we can spend together here online. So, plan now on how you will celebrate this up coming love day. You have 16 days more to prepare. Good luck to all and enjoy with your love ones.

Why need fight?

Fighting with someone especially with our love ones is not easy. It will hurt both the feelings. In such situation, one must know how to sit aside the pride in order not to make the fight into worst. If both party are trying to insist who's wrong and who's right, then it will never be fine. To understand and listen is very important to fix the problem. Putting yourself into each other's shoes. From that you're mind will be enlightened. Why need wait for tomorrow if can be fix today?Try to fix right away and don't wait for another days coz its waste of time.

Know more about me

Thank you for this tag Del. Get to know me more by reading my answers. I know this post is late but better than never.

1. At what age do you wish to marry ?I wish to marry at 24 so would be this year. It's just perfect timing for me and my fiance to get married this year.
2. What color do you like most? I love pink so much
3. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?I will take care and love you forever
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most? Wherever my Jeff wants to go
5. Which part of you that you hate the most? Being so emotional and sensitive, being impatient
6. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do? Cry and move smile after a while
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?I am afraid to loose my family and my honey Jeff
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? I will surely make my whole family happy
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Nice, Kind, and Friendly
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?Be so sweet always
11. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?when my mom was still alive, I didn't show her my love and care that much
12. Which type of person do you hate the most? Pretentious, and selfish
13. What is your ambition? I want to be the greatest wife to my Jeff, and mom to my kids soon
14. If you had one wish what would you wish for? Happiness for my family always
15. How would you celebrate new year? Spend with my family
16. What is the best gift you can give to someone this year?Love and care
17. Are you afraid of death?Yes, coz I don't want to see my love ones be sad
18. What did you learned in life? Life is wonderful
19. What is the best thing to do if you had just a break up?Cry, be strong, and move on
20. Would you give your life to save someone very special? Yes I will

I want to tag PreciousMarie, Ma Adelie, gamay WOF, and Vanezah WOF

Lonely night

I missed talking to my fiance this afternoon. I think of him all the time, every second, every minute, every hour. I was so excited to see him and talk to him after arriving from home place. It makes me so happy every time I talk to him and see his smile or even just a thought of him.

We've talked already and he's at work now. While talking I am happy, yes. But can't hide the loneliness I feel inside. He knows it and was trying to make me feel better. He thought it will work but my tears starts dropping on my face. I cried and told him that i missed him so much and can't wait to be with him again. I saw him cried and I know he feels the same. Its so hard and unfair, why can't we just be together?

I am missing my home place

We just arrived from province. Visiting my mom at her new place at cemetery. Most of my brothers and sisters were there with us and my dad of course. We all enjoy being together again after our Christmas party last December 23rd. We had a very good time , talked a lot and laughed. I seldom visit my place since my mom died. I do only when there's special occasions. I used to go home every weekends before but now don't want to. There's a deep reason why.

Anyways, everyone were so hungry today coz we didn't took our breakfast and lunch. We were planning to eat right away when arrive home. But what happened was we have all the food except the rice. That was already 3pm. So we've waited for a while to have all the food and start eating. It was really funny but I enjoyed a lot.

Friendship Contract

After serious and cautious consideration...your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2008! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!!My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ...May 2008 be the best year of your life!

Thanks so much for the friendship gamay. I will treasure you as my friend forever.

I want to give my forever friendship to fyrnz my wonderful friend.

Friendship Counts

Building friendships takes time. Friendships require self-disclosure so any friendship has risks. Talking and listening builds friendships. Friendships require equality and loyalty from friends. Thanks Princess for being a part of my day-to-day living. Having you around makes everything ecstatic.



Today is a compliment day. I want to share this to my friends who are dear to me, fyrnz, EricJen, Jenne, PinaySmile, and pulangbanca.

Remembering my mom

We will be going to the province tomorrow to visit my mom's grave at cemetery. She died last January 28th 2003. Its been 5 years since the day she passed away. We missed her so much coz she's the best mom in the world. It's not easy without mom guys. It's sad but i know she's happy now with God. I will see her one day i heaven. I love you so much mom

Living alone

My Jeff works 12-14 hours a day everyday even on sundays. He even go to work on holidays. I always tell him to please take an off once a week for him to relax and have time for himself. He said he will need to get busy all the time to not think of me so much and at the same time for save more money for us. I know how lonely being alone at home. Only he's pets Buddy, Pal, and Bird are with him. I can imagine he's daily routine. Sleep, work, eat, talk to me online, visit his parents and go out for groceries alone.

It's difficult if was me, coz i can't live in a house without someone to talk to. So i understand the situation of my Jeff this times. We are just both looking forward for me to come and be with him sooner this year.

Rafting Cagayan De Oro

First week of January my friend from WOF invited me to join rafting with them. Before the schedule i was really so excited coz i thought i can finally do the rafting but i wasn't. It's one of the exciting adventure here in Cagayan de oro. We are planning to experience the rafting one of these days with my sisters and friends.

Places I want to go before leaving Philippines

I love to see nice places and enjoy. Every time i will be in a new place, i am making sure that time spent is worth it. There are so many beautiful spots here in Philippines but never been there. Before i don't care this much if i will be in these places or not coz i was thinking that there are still plenty of time if i really want to.

Now, i start thinking that i can never visit all of those not even one. I will be leaving this year to US, to be with my fiance, get married, have our own family, and live permanently. Hope someday soon i will, when we will have vacation here. But for sure that time, i will spend with Jeff and our kids. That would be the best than going there alone.

Money with small writing not accepted

I remember when my fiance were here with me last August. We went to a mall for money exchange. We filled out the small paper and give to the teller together with the money. We were so surprised when she told us that they don't accept money with writings even its new. She didn't include it and give back to us. My fiance were so mad that time, and said he will never go back to that money changer. He said there are lots who will eagerly accept the money without any questions.

Doctors prescription

Consulting a doctor is very important if you feel something wrong about your health. It's a must in order to prevent it into a serious condition. When you go to doctor for check up, telling the truth and following what to do should always be observed. But why is it that some people don't follow what doctor's says? Just like when medicine should be taken for 2 weeks, then you only take 1 week. Useless if you ask for help and you don't help yourself.

Love your parents

Our parents are the one who brought us here in this wonderful world. We are the fruit of their love. They think that we are gift to them from God. From the day our life starts, they never failed to gave us the love and care that we needed until the day our life ends. Everyone who's living now are so lucky for we are given a chance to see all Gods creation.

Lots of babies born and died after few hours, days, weeks, or months. Thinking that, we can easily say that we are so blessed and should be thankful for every single moment that we have. Taking care of life is not that easy. What we are right now is the result of the way our parents raised us. We are here coz they try hard to give us good life. No parents would want to give bad life to their children.

But what other children does to them? Take for granted and just forget the responsibility to repay. Not even show that they care and love them. So, sit back, think and ask yourself guys if you're also one of those children who knows how to repay or not. You still have time to make them feel that they are loved and taking care of. Its not too late.

I play badminton

I am enjoying playing badminton every Monday and Thursday night. With my sisters and brother together with other new friends. At first i was not comfortable playing with others coz i had questions in my mind like are they nice or just pretending. Thats what i thought when first meeting and play with them. I admit, i was like judging them and i was wrong.

As time go by, i've known them and realized that they are really nice people. They are not the pretentious kind. I am so glad that i have friends coz of sports. Its not only that I always enjoy the game but also its nice to meet new people. At the same time i am doing a good physical exercise.

The man in our dreams

Did you ever think that you will meet your dream guy one day in your life? Normally, we all want to have him to be our other half, husband, lover, and best friend. But its not always that all of us have given the chance to have him as we want. Some are just until dreams and never happened coz maybe they didn't have patient to wait for the right one. Or its already there but they let go of it. Letting trials and obstacles ruin the relationship and turned to nothing.

Everyone should be aware that not all things in the world are easy to get. Sometimes we will need to suffer or get through in a situation where our love is being test. No matter how difficult the situation is but still the partnership is intact and strong.

Especially my situation with my fiance. We are so far away, thousands of miles, he's at the other side of the world. But God gave him to me at the right time. It's so amazing how these all happened to us. There are lots of hardships in our relationship that we think we can't make it. What we always put in our mind is that its God's trials to us. Long distance relationship is not easy. But because of love, everything is possible. Just need to be loyal to our partner, love him more and more, and trust each other. Then everything will be fine.

You are the one

He's the love of my life. The most wonderful guy in the world. He's exactly the man in my dreams. Thanks God i found you. I want you to read the words of this song hon. Its for you from your Viciness.

Thank God I found you

I will give up everything, before I'd separate

myself from you.

After so much suffering, I finally found

Unvarnished truth.

I was all by myself for the longest time, so cold

inside.

And I heard from my heart it would not

subside, I felt mine dying.

Until you saved my life....

Thank God I found you, I was lost without

you.

My every wish and every dream, some how

became reality.

You brought the sunlight, complete in my

whole life.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, cause baby

I'm so thankful I found you...

I will give you everything, there's nothing in this

world I wouldn't do.

To insure your happiness, I cherish every part

of you.

Cause without you beside me I can't survive, I

don't wanna try.

If you're keep'in me warm each and every

night, I'll be alright.

Cause I need you in my life....

Thank God I found you, I was lost without

you.

My every wish and every dream, some how

became reality.

You brought the sunlight, complete in my

whole life.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, cause baby

I'm so thankful I found you...

Received Award today

Thanks Lara for giving me this award. You make me happy for this. I wanna give this to fyrnz WOF.
Take this sis you deserve to have this.

Pizza and Rice

I am the kind of person who can't live without rice. My meal need to have it always. But I still have another favorite food to eat, its pizza. For me, it can be a substitute for rice. I will set aside rice for pizza. The thing on this is that rice is cheaper than pizza. So can't just have my favorite whenever i want. Its been a week now since lthe ast time i taste my favorite food. Hmmm, i want it now.

Getting Busy

I didn't know that blogging needs lot of time. Its fun and interesting for me though. Nice coz i have new friends from other side of the world. I will continue doing this coz it really helps me a lot to get rid of being so bored here.

What's Your Zodiac Sign?

Got another tag today and this one was from Lara.


INSTRUCTION: Pick your Zodiac Sign and check if the characteristics listed is true to you or not. You can also include your partner’s Zodiac Sign to add more fun.

I am Sagittarian and my Jeff is Taurus. Mine are not all true but for Jeff its says a lot

I wanna tag lady lourz WOF, tita, and my_universe WOF. Check what your Zodiac sign says girl and find out if it's true. Have a good one!

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
* Generous, kind, and thoughtful.
* Very creative and imaginative.
* May become secretive and vague.
* Sensitive.
* Don’t like details.
* Dreamy and unrealistic.
* Sympathetic and loving.
* Kind.
* Unselfish.
* Good kisser.
* Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
* Energetic.
* Adventurous and spontaneous.
* Confident and enthusiastic.
* Fun.
* Loves a challenge.
* EXTREMELY impatient.
* Sometimes selfish.
* Short fuse (easily angered).
* Lively, passionate, and sharp wit.
* Outgoing.
* Lose interest quickly - easily bored.
* Egotistical.
* Courageous and assertive.
* Tends to be physical and athletic.
* More Zodiac sign here

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
o Very energetic.
o Intelligent.
o Can be jealous and/or possessive.
o Hardworking.
o Great kisser.
o Can become obsessive or secretive.
o Holds grudges.
o Attractive.
o Determined.
o Loves being in long relationships.
o Talkative.
o Romantic.
o Can be self-centered at times.
o Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
o Nice to everyone they meet.
o Can’t make up their mind.
o Have own unique appeal.
o Creative, energetic, and very social.
o Hates to be alone.
o Peaceful, generous.
o Very loving and beautiful.
o Flirtatious.
o Give in too easily.
o Procrastinators.
o Very gullible.

* AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
o Optimistic and honest.
o Sweet personality.
o Very independent.
o Inventive and intelligent.
o Friendly and loyal.
o Can seem unemotional.
o Can be a bit rebellious.
o Very stubborn, but original and unique.
o Attractive on the inside and out.
o Eccentric personality.

* GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
o Smart and witty.
o Outgoing, very chatty.
o Lively, energetic.
o Adaptable but need to express themselves.
o Argumentative and outspoken.
o Like change.
o Versatile.
o Busy, sometimes nervous and tense.
o Gossips.
o May seem superficial or inconsistent.
o Beautiful physically and mentally.

* LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
o Very organized. -
o Need order in their lives - like being in control.
o Like boundaries.
o Tend to take over everything.
o Bossy. -
o Like to help others. -
o Social and outgoing. -
o Extroverted.
o Generous, warm-hearted. -
o Sensitive-
o Creative energy. -
o Full of themselves. -
o Loving. -
o Doing the right thing is important to Leos. -
o Attractive.

*CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
o Moody, emotional.
o May be shy.
o Very loving and caring.
o Pretty/handsome.
o Excellent partners for life.
o Protective.
o Inventive and imaginative.
o Cautious.
o Touchy-feely kind of person.
o Needs love from others.
o Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

* CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
o Patient and wise.
o Practical and rigid.
o Ambitious.
o Tends to be good-looking.
o Humorous and funny.
o Can be a bit shy and reserved.
o Often pessimistic.
o Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times.
o Hold grudges.
o Like competition.
o Get what they want

* SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)... Nope
o Good-natured optimist. Yes
o Doesn’t want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Not true
o Indulges self. Not all the time
o Boastful. ... Nope
o Likes luxuries and gambling. .... Totally wrong
o Social and outgoing. ... Nope
o Doesn’t like responsibilities. ... I am responsible
o Often fantasizes. Yes
o Impatient. .... Sometimes
o Fun to be around. ... Yes with close people
o Having lots of friends..Not a lot
o Flirtatious.... Nope
o Doesn’t like rules. Good follower
o Sometimes hypocritical. Nope
o Dislikes being confined - Sometimes
o Doesn’t like being doubted. Yes
o Beautiful inside and out... Exactly coz thats what Jeff always told me. Everything he says are most important to me

* VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
* Dominant in relationships.
* Conservative.
* Always wants the last word.
* Argumentative.
* Worries.
* Very smart.
* Dislikes noise and chaos.
* Eager.
* Hardworking
* Loyal.
* Beautiful.
* Easy to talk to.
* Hard to please.
* Harsh.
* Practical and very fussy.
* Often shy.
* Pessimistic.

* TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20th)
o Charming but aggressive. Correct
o Can come off as boring, but they are not. Yes
o Hard workers. Exactly
o Warm-hearted. Yes
o Strong, has endurance. Yes
o Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Yes
o Not looking for shortcuts. Yes
o Take pride in their beauty. Yes
o Patient and reliable. Yes
o Make great friends and give good advice. Yes
o Loving and kind. Yes
o Loves hard - passionate. Yes
o Express themselves emotionally. Yes
o Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Yes
o Determined. Yes
o Indulge themselves often. not all times
o Very generous. Yes

You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old

You are a twenty something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.


What Age Do You Act?


And I am tagging some friends for this, namely tenajerry06 WOF, Kape WOF , pulangbanca WOF and Pinaymama WOF!! Hope you enjoy this guys!!

Just before i left

I've read in WOF about K1 application. Asking if age gap is a problem when getting a visa. Do you think guys it is??Wow, its strange for me but will need to follow the thread for me to have ideas about the topic.

Still enjoying but eyes starting to close

This is whats happening to me since I start the blogging. I go to bed so late like 5am in the morning for 3days now. My mind still wants to continue but my body wants to lay in bed. I didn't expect I will enjoy this much. It's really fun doing this kind of stuff.

link loving tag

Cut and paste the following starting here.I have randomly selected 5 of you below to be tagged and I hope that you will similarly publish this post in your blog. You will have to tag 5 other bloggers and just keep adding on to the list. (Do not replace, just keep on adding! Yes we hope it will be a long list!)It’s real easy! Tag others and see your Technorati Authority increase exponentially! The benefits of Viral Linking:* - One of the fastest ways to see your technorati authority explode!* - Increase your Google PageRank fast* - Attract large volume of new traffic to your site* - Build your community* - Make new friends!

• The Strategist Notebook
• Link Addiction
• Ardour of the Heart
• When Life Becomes a Book
• The Malaysian Life
• Yogatta.com
• What goes under the sun
• Roshidan’s Cyber Station
• Sasha says Arts of Physics
• And the legend lives
• My View, My Life A Simple Life Hailey's Bits and Beats, worldblog
• Lira's Tasteful Voyage
• Janeth Vicy's Life Journey
  
  

Then add/tag 5 blogs of your friends: Fyrnz, Jenne, Ericjen, Yangyin, and Del. Have fun tagging!

Importance of Internet

Nowadays, technology is very important coz its more faster than anything. Communicating with our love ones, very helpful tool for searching necessary informations. Through computers we will get right away what we are looking for and what we need in just a click. Instead of writing and mailing from one place to another, and would take days, weeks or months. Now it will only take just a second. How amazing how technology works so fast and help us doing things easy and possible. Thanks to the those who discover and who invented these kind of gadgets.

Its when love hits me

I thought falling in love means happiness but i'm wrong. The first time i told myself i'm in love was when 18. Too young I know, but thats when i first feel what love is. There's a feeling inside that i can't explain. So happy and excited everytime i saw him. I just want to be with him all the time, in school and going home. Days are incomplete without seeing the one we love. Thinking that its impossible to live alone without him in our life.

And when trials come and we think its the end of the happiness. It is where love will be measured. Love is not only happiness. God created all things in pair or in partner. Man for woman, Life for death, and sadness for happiness. We can only determine that we exist if we have had all these. The truth is love hurts and will make us stronger. Only we will know that we're in love when we're hurt.

Choosing the right coarse in college

It is very important to prepare yourself and choose what field you want to take in college. We should be wise enough to pick what really interest us. Think carefully before enrolling coz it will just waste time, money and effort if you will just drop the subject or maybe stop and shift to one coarse to another. The main reason for this is that when you just choose coz its what our parents want us to be, b'coz its whats in demand, or b'coz friends wants so you've just follow them even its not what we really wanted to take. Remember that contentment and success will be achieved only if you love what you're doing. No regrets at the end and you will be happy for all dreams achieved.

What is Money

Last night my friend sent me this text message. "A newspaper offered a prize for the best definition of money. Of hundreds who competed, the winner submitted this: Money is a universal provider for everything but not happiness and a passport to everywhere but never to heaven, not even to someones heart."Some people thinks that money is the most important thing in the world. Which is absolutely wrong. It can only buy material things but not everything. Money is a need for us to live life but the most important in life is love. Love conquers all, but not money. All the material things we have can be stolen but not love.

All About Me

I grab this tagged from my friend PinaySmile because I dont have this tag yet. To all my blogger friend wherein I listed in my friends list please grab it too if you dont have this tag yet.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
It's really my dream to get married at 24 or 25. And now its going to happen coz if i'll have visa this year then we will be getting married 1 month after my arrival at my fiance's world.

2. What color do you like most? My favorite color is pink, i am addicted to pink

3. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one? I love you forever until the eternity

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most? Actually, I want to travel around the world to see each creation of God.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most? i hate my hair coz i like it so straight or totally curly but i have only wavy.

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do? i just don't like to talk and cry for sure

7. What are you afraid to lose the most? my Jeff

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? I will make my family so happy

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. True friend, honest, kind

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? He should be so sweet, its a must, caring, responsible

11. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most? I can say its when i didn't have the chance to show and prove to my mom that she's the most wonderful mom in the world while shes still alive.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most? I hate selfish, garbage people, no heart

13. What is your ambition? Its my greatest dream to be a nurse someday.

14. If you had one wish what would you wish for? Wish to have a peaceful successful and very happy life with my Jeff and our family soon

15. How would you celebrate new year? Giving love

16. What is the best gift you can give to someone this year? love, support and care

17. Are you afraid of death? Yes, coz i still want to have my own family

18. What did you learn in life? God has better plan for everyone

19. What is the best thing to do if you had just a break up? Stay strong and pray

20. Would you give your life to save someone very special? Yes i will

Thanks God I made it

It's almost 4:ooam now and am still awake working on my blog page. I finally have an idea on how to make it. Thanks to fyrnz for giving me tips for making this happen. This is already a big achievement to me coz I've been doing this since the other day and now wow almost there. I will be sharing to you more of my thoughts and experiences. But for now my eyes are starting to close so need rest. Good night to all.

Life in Philippines

Life is difficult no matter where we are in the world. But as I have observed here in Philippines people tend to be more poor when you are poor and becomes more rich when you are already rich. The reason for this is that mostly here really have this Filipino attitude which is pulling down anyone who is trying to go on top. It is so called the crab mentality. Whenever one strives to go higher then someone will pull you down. It is just so bad mentality of those people who really practice this kind of attitude which is not good coz it can never make everyone successful, thus, it will bring one to failure.

True and good people should always think of everyones good not just for oneself. You can't just help people but most of all the goodness that you will feel inside is countless which can give you a very nice feeling of being such a better individual not just to others but to your own self.

Political life

My family belongs to politics. My grandfather used to be a mayor in our town. My mother was a mayor also. In my moms time, I can remember how people loved her and respect her. Inviting her to every single celebration of the places like fiestas, weddings, birthdays and etc...Starting from the day i can understand everything of whats happening in our family life. I can't just forget when our family was really in full respect. People always made us feel that we are important. They treated us in such a very special way. It was one of those days I can reminisce all the good things that ever happen to my mom and to my family. Being treated special. My mom served the community for 35 years. She started from being a Barangay Councilor, to Barangay Captain, to Minicipal Councilor, to Vice Mayor, and finally Minicipal Mayor.

In those period of times being a mayor, since i have had with my mom in her service coz i was in grade school til high school. I saw whats the reality of being involve in politics. I saw whats really happening in our life and in the community. Our life has been in connection to people each day . Where our house has became an everyones house. Where they can sleep and eat. Others came to asked for help, food, money, clothing and all. My mom never ever say no to anyone. She would give her single peso in her pocket or the single cup of rice to someone who is in need. She's the kind of person who will offer and give her best to serve people. Shes not the kind of politician who is being served but shes the one serving people.

During the time, everyone were so happy. We can't avoid to not be involved in my mom's life. So of course, somehow were all like poticians. Treat good and help people with the best we can. Until such time when my mom's 3 terms as a mayor is done that is 9 years. Which is the completion of her 35 years as a public servant. She still wants to serve people, so she decided to run again but that time it was a Vice Mayor again, but she failed.

Some and most of the people don't have the heart to repay the goodness of my mom who became a big help to their lives. They can't even try to give respect or even just a smile. What they did is pretended that they don't see nothing. Not even tell my mom's name. My mom was so hurt coz people don't remember her when she's the one in need. My mom passed away after 7 months in hospital.

Mom's motto in life:

'If I am right no one can remember, but if i am wrong no one can forget"

I will pray that those people who knew us can read this story of our life so they will know what they did to my mom and my family.

Do you belive in Karma?

I believe in a saying that all you do to others will comes back to you in double. Thats why there's also a saying that says " Do not do unto others what you do not want others do unto you."

For me it doesn't matter a lot if other people will treat us not the way we like. But if family, yes it really matters. My mom's family don't have this Filipino attitude as close family ties. Most of them but not all are jealous of each other and have crab mentality. Just pretend to be nice but attacking each other when not together. They were so nice to us when we had everything but turned to nothing after my mom was sick and died.

They start saying bad to us when my mom wasn't anymore in a high position in our society. Trying to put us down everytime they are all together. They were trying to throw us in garbage. One of her sister's even told someone to kill my mom. In one of those times in politics coz they all want to have the position. They want money and they never think of loving and supporting my mom.

Worst family in the world i can say. Kind of people who are not to be respected. These are the garbage who don't have a heart, and selfish people.

Do you think you can afford to hire someone to kill your sister?What a desperate people huh!Oh well they are now experiencing the Karma. We never pray to punish them. We just asked God to do what is right for them. Give them what they deserve in life. Thanks God we don't have this incurable condition that they have now. We are all healthy in our family but not my mom's. God is really good and watching us.